a matter of choice

do we really have choices in this life?  choice?  what choice?  we r really helpless as we r being swept in the fast flowing current of life.  as we happily tumble along do we have the wisdom to choose what to grab in that rush?  we r NOT given a choice,  its predestined n its called FATE.

tak semenamena airmataku laju menganak sungai dipipi,  pelanpelan terasa bibitbibit isakan menjamah tubuhku,  lalu bermula isakan kecil yang menjadi semakin gawat.  kala terasa seakan telah ditakluk tubuhku dalam isakan dan sedu sedan yang sudah kearah histeria, segera kubenam muka dalam bantal2,  semoga ia segera berlalu aduh alangkah penatnya airmata wanita.

starting again

its early july morning
and here i am writing again
oh i had had a bad writer's block
couldnt do anything
honest